Fuckin' spoken words!

"Someday you're gonna realize I am as terrible with spoken words as I am good with written ones."
  -- ^^

Me too. Dammit, me fuckin' too! Why does it take so long for me to organize my ideas, my thoughts and put'em into words?? Ok, I write, and this role I can play as well as I can get, 'cause I have as much time as I want. If I want to write badly, quickly, without thinking too much (as I am doin' right now) I can, but even this way it flows much better than when I'm there, face to face, and things need quick response. It's obvious, unless I could type a thousand words/minute, I will never type as fast as a real dialogue requests.

Fuck! Is there any course I could take or exercise I could practice to improve my fast-thinkin' abilities?? I'm pissed off right now! I think I'll put this goal as one of the main ones for this year. I just can't stand being this way anymore!! FUCK!!