2004: the most remarkable of all remarkable years!

Aaahhhh!! Yeah, I want to scream, this is what I'm feeling now. Well, 'cause of a lot of things, good things, bad things, stupidities. But my immediate will of screaming comes from the fuckin' stupid car accident I put myself in a couple hours ago! Fuck! How could I be so stupid?? Well, I'm OK, nobody's hurt apart from my own car, which is already in fixing process. It'll be ready tomorrow or Friday but I'm only seeing it next year, 'cos tomorrow I'm driving my mother's car to (the city of) Guarujá with The girl to meet Noodle and his girlfriend.

Let's just talk a little bit about 2004, 2005 and some positive stuff. This is the last post of the year (probably!) so we gotta enjoy it!

Well, as I said in the title above, 2004 was a really - really! - remarkable year! There was no single fuckin' year in my past that could be considered so important for me as 2004.

I achieved a lot of personal goals concerning my job, my with-women-life (let's not refer to it only as "love life" or "sexual life" 'cos with-women-life involves much more than these two things), my family life, my relationship with friends, ex-friends...

I've been learning to say "no". I've been learning to say "fuck off". I've been learning a lot about self respect.

I'm much more self-confident, I think I'm finally learning my true value. If I had to resume this year in a few words that's how it'd be. If I hadn't learnt these things I'd never have achieved so many goals as I did.

About ex-friends: I don't regret. The final word was mine and I'm certainly not the one who has lost more.

About friends: I have some... not as many as I'd like to, not always the way I wanted, but it has to be this way. Each one lives his own life, each one is one. I don't want them living their lives around myself the same way I don't live mine around them.

Women: well... let's not talk about numbers; numbers are bullshit. Again, things started to happen when I started to respect myself. ("Eu experimentei uma sensação que até então não conhecia..." -- Lulu Santos)

About health: thanks God and some of my discipline I'm healthy and I feel healthier! ("Body health and mind health" -- !!)

About exploring the world, different places, different cultures: I DID! FOR MY FUCKIN' SELF!! The way I wrote in the beginning!

About my job: yes, I have The job also. ("You don't have to do what you like but to like what you do")


About 2005...

Some plans... let's put in practice all I've learnt from 2004. Let's enjoy it, let's make (more!) things happen!

Well... just tired of writing and got some stuff to do.

Link of the week: www.amazon.com
From there you can donate to the victims of the killer tsu-fuckin-namis in Asia. This won't bring the deads back, but can save others.


Happy 2005

!!