2 months later...

(or Concerning Love)

Toronto, August 19th, 2004

From: !!
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Subject: 2 months later...

"True love that now exists is the love I can't resist."
-- Bob Marley, "Jamming"

How many more times will I pass through this in my life? This feeling of rediscovery of love, believing now is the first time I really feel it...

This is simply amazing about love: every time you feel it, it's as if it was the first. That's why lovers always think they are loving more now than they did before. When one says he/she loves somebody more today than did yesterday he/she is not lying. Love causes this sensation. Could this be true?


Two years ago I was pretty sure I loved a girl more than I'd loved her predecessor. Could my love for the one now be exactly as big as my love for her predecessors had been? Maybe yes. However, I don't think so due to a simple fact: I'd never, in my whole life, had such a feeling that I'd just found The Girl. Never!

Don't try to convince me I love her today as much as I loved her yesterday! I have no doubt I love her much more today than I ever loved anybody, including her!

(actually, I don't think I ever really loved someone before her...)

Du!!
18 August 2004
Toronto

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...thoughts, words for myself, yesterday, locked in the bedroom. We can't touch each other, but you can read my thoughts...

Love,
Du!!


São Paulo, October 19th, 2004

(...)

I don't play nor make games. I won't make swords and shields from blogs. You have on this letter of ink and paper my truest words.

From that one, probably the only one who really loved you one day; to you, undoubtely the only girl I once really loved.


A very tight and sincere hug,

Du!!